Jumat, 16 Juli 2010
second person
being the second person and always doing a second plan. "mengalah" ok if it just once twice or maybe third it's ok. but if that always happen oh ya it makes me so fed up. it feels like it's better to stay out there than stay in my house. and it build me to have a thinking like this "someday i must have my own house, my own car, then my own money. and i can do anything for that. i don't care with what i have to do. it has to be halal or not yeah (sometimes i forget about it ). it gonna be happen when i really really fed up for that. maybe i can hold now but one day i can't. i started to get a job. i don't care what it's gonna look like. and maybe i'm gonna take a fast way. married with someone who is really rich. all of them are being my obsession"
Selasa, 13 Juli 2010
memorable experiences
saturday, 3rd of july
my friend was offering me via bbm that she said " do you wanna be a LO for an international folklore ?" and i still asked many details about that event, but it wasn't take a long time to accept this. i said " yes i want, what i hv to bring ?" and i asked for all thing what i hv to do for tomorrow.
did i have any briefing with another coordinator ? it's absolutely not.
finally i allowed that job at 10 pm in my car without talking to my parents first. then i was preparing all the stuff, baggage clothes and many things.
sunday, 4rd of july
"ok it's time to see your job now, and it still 7.30 am i go from my house", py friends who offered this job said that i have to arrived at hotel 9.oo o'clock. but i came late around 30 minutes and my friend late 2 hour and actually on sunday we still had a free time if our delegates didn't come yet. and my delegates came around 1 am on next day -_-. ok when i arrived i saw many LO that i really really didn't know who they are,maybe just some people i knew cause they have same college with me yeay it just 4 people and the other we met there, we knew each other there, and than we sharing and laughing. then i saw the filipines, wow so much kind, tidy and they still adult, i thought that they are teenager and it's very normal. we were going to breakfast room and had a lunch instead of briefing with my coordinator and another LO. i got my delegates file, then i was surprised and shocked. i told slowly and very quite " god it's student folklore why it's already really old just 3 people i can say they still students", and my friends anes said look my delegates i have a people that he's already 73 years old and there's no one in teenager. hmmm i was thinking. i saw the schedule when my italians were gonna arrived at hotel is on monday at 00.40 am. wow it means i still have a lot free times and i could play in dufan. then at 12 o'clock my friend pingkan that offered me this job came. she came with another 3 LO. and one of them it was my mate for italy. she is tiwi and i never met her before.
my friend was offering me via bbm that she said " do you wanna be a LO for an international folklore ?" and i still asked many details about that event, but it wasn't take a long time to accept this. i said " yes i want, what i hv to bring ?" and i asked for all thing what i hv to do for tomorrow.
did i have any briefing with another coordinator ? it's absolutely not.
finally i allowed that job at 10 pm in my car without talking to my parents first. then i was preparing all the stuff, baggage clothes and many things.
sunday, 4rd of july
"ok it's time to see your job now, and it still 7.30 am i go from my house", py friends who offered this job said that i have to arrived at hotel 9.oo o'clock. but i came late around 30 minutes and my friend late 2 hour and actually on sunday we still had a free time if our delegates didn't come yet. and my delegates came around 1 am on next day -_-. ok when i arrived i saw many LO that i really really didn't know who they are,maybe just some people i knew cause they have same college with me yeay it just 4 people and the other we met there, we knew each other there, and than we sharing and laughing. then i saw the filipines, wow so much kind, tidy and they still adult, i thought that they are teenager and it's very normal. we were going to breakfast room and had a lunch instead of briefing with my coordinator and another LO. i got my delegates file, then i was surprised and shocked. i told slowly and very quite " god it's student folklore why it's already really old just 3 people i can say they still students", and my friends anes said look my delegates i have a people that he's already 73 years old and there's no one in teenager. hmmm i was thinking. i saw the schedule when my italians were gonna arrived at hotel is on monday at 00.40 am. wow it means i still have a lot free times and i could play in dufan. then at 12 o'clock my friend pingkan that offered me this job came. she came with another 3 LO. and one of them it was my mate for italy. she is tiwi and i never met her before.
Senin, 29 Maret 2010
it's life
being ignorance person it's really weird, ya that's my feeling right now.
why ? cause i never being ignorance, i always get what i want, always be approved. although when i joined something which many people said that was really hard, but what i got ? i'm allowed to that, and ya that's only me. that's my life for almost 17 years old, belive it or not. it's rarelly happened to being ignore. i don't it's my luck or i really have big potential of it. i'm not really know actually.
why ? cause i never being ignorance, i always get what i want, always be approved. although when i joined something which many people said that was really hard, but what i got ? i'm allowed to that, and ya that's only me. that's my life for almost 17 years old, belive it or not. it's rarelly happened to being ignore. i don't it's my luck or i really have big potential of it. i'm not really know actually.
Rabu, 10 Maret 2010
Be careful
Keseeeeeeel udah bikin sepatu lebih dr 6 bulan hasilnya sangat mengecewakan. Modelnya beda ukurannya ga enak, gilaa tuh online shop. Namanya adalah vc shop. Sama sekali ga profesional, bodo sebut merk. Mau dituntut kek, emang pelayanannya jelek bgt.
Jumat, 05 Februari 2010
Jumat, 29 Januari 2010
QUOTES
Positive thinking will let you do everything better than negative thinking will. ~ Zig Ziglar.
I REALLY LOVE THAT, but it's so hard to make it happen :( :(
We dance for laughter, we dance for tears, we dance for madness, we dance for fears, we dance for hopes, we dance for screams, we are the dancers, we create the dreams."
Jumat, 22 Januari 2010
Life changing's starting from now
Today I realize many things I'm already changed since I started my college. "MANY THINGS"
From my mind, my purpose of life, my friends, etc. I'm starting to learn what success is, and how to get it.
And yaaa I found my college's life is very very different than before. I saw many people hard working and the opposite, and In here luck it's very rarely. Wanna success,it means you have to be hard working person, be profesional, high spirits, optimistic and Independent. "Proud is based of all"
"Proud is spirits to take a better way"
And I'm sure many experiences I'm gonna get it here.
Oh godness, it's really hard and I know that.
And back to topic, what things I already changed:
- mindset is a like, I'm more ambitious, more carefully, seniority doesn't exist (but honestly I still use "kak" to call them)
- I'm not cheating in exams, wow! Maybe just once or twice I still cheat
- taste of men is absolutely changed, "Chinese isn't worst" and face is not to be number one again. But brain is number one.
- have many friends is very important, being nice people is number one. If in highschool I was waiting other people to give their hand to say their name, but now we have to start first. Ok maybe it's not for all people but we have to do it to people who has name or good judgement from another student
- "don't judge people by it's cover" " if you wanna ask, say, or even talk with someone new, be carefull with judgement what they're gonna be talking to other people so be carefull with your words" two prhases that really happen, I'm very aware cause it happen to me, so I'm gonna change to be like that. And I just work for profesionality not for being friends in the short time. Bad? I know it's very bad or even worst, but I'm gonna choose, I'll work with my passion, skill, and heart or just with my skill. it depends with who's people I'm gonna work with :)
"post starts from 22th january 2010, at 21.00pm"
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
From my mind, my purpose of life, my friends, etc. I'm starting to learn what success is, and how to get it.
And yaaa I found my college's life is very very different than before. I saw many people hard working and the opposite, and In here luck it's very rarely. Wanna success,it means you have to be hard working person, be profesional, high spirits, optimistic and Independent. "Proud is based of all"
"Proud is spirits to take a better way"
And I'm sure many experiences I'm gonna get it here.
Oh godness, it's really hard and I know that.
And back to topic, what things I already changed:
- mindset is a like, I'm more ambitious, more carefully, seniority doesn't exist (but honestly I still use "kak" to call them)
- I'm not cheating in exams, wow! Maybe just once or twice I still cheat
- taste of men is absolutely changed, "Chinese isn't worst" and face is not to be number one again. But brain is number one.
- have many friends is very important, being nice people is number one. If in highschool I was waiting other people to give their hand to say their name, but now we have to start first. Ok maybe it's not for all people but we have to do it to people who has name or good judgement from another student
- "don't judge people by it's cover" " if you wanna ask, say, or even talk with someone new, be carefull with judgement what they're gonna be talking to other people so be carefull with your words" two prhases that really happen, I'm very aware cause it happen to me, so I'm gonna change to be like that. And I just work for profesionality not for being friends in the short time. Bad? I know it's very bad or even worst, but I'm gonna choose, I'll work with my passion, skill, and heart or just with my skill. it depends with who's people I'm gonna work with :)
"post starts from 22th january 2010, at 21.00pm"
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
Senin, 11 Januari 2010
Inspiring friend
Hajahaha orang yang satu ini adalah teman gw yg ga pernah punya beban hidup kayaknya. So inspiring bgt. Padahal dr tampang biasa, penampilan apalagi, tapi jangan salah prestasinya nmr satu. Toefl nya aja 500, WOW! dan yang gw liat hidupnya lurus-lurus aja, ga neko-neko. Apa adanya banget. Dan hari ini dia sukses membuat gw ketawa sampe kebelet pipis.
Dan puncaknya adalah di tanggal 16 Januari, dia berhasil memeriahkan acara angkatan gw dengan kepolosannya. Hahahaha
Lumayan lah dia menginspirasi gw utk menjadi orang yg apa adanya, jujur, dan ga menganggap hidup itu menjadi sebuah kesulitan.
Gila berat bgt bahasanya tp itulah yg gw lihat. Dan cukup banyak gw melihat org yg seperti ini di kampus.
Dan puncaknya adalah di tanggal 16 Januari, dia berhasil memeriahkan acara angkatan gw dengan kepolosannya. Hahahaha
Lumayan lah dia menginspirasi gw utk menjadi orang yg apa adanya, jujur, dan ga menganggap hidup itu menjadi sebuah kesulitan.
Gila berat bgt bahasanya tp itulah yg gw lihat. Dan cukup banyak gw melihat org yg seperti ini di kampus.
Minggu, 10 Januari 2010
Friends,besties or even enemies
When I was watching a programme called kick andy, I found a reality. Someone said " no friends no enemies dan yang Ada hanya satu tujuan, kalo udah satu tujuan, friends could be our enemies or enemies could be our friends. Yah it's a fact. trs ga Ada dong yang namanya besties or best friends?
Sampai saat ini pun, I still don't know what the meaning of best friend is. apa seseorang yg selalu Ada di deket kita,(kalo kyk gt namanya kita egois dong). Selalu ngertiin temannya ( no body's perfect bro), or someone who always beside us in happiness and sadness (ini mah tugasnya suami ntar ). lah trs apa?
Sampai saat ini pun, I still don't know what the meaning of best friend is. apa seseorang yg selalu Ada di deket kita,(kalo kyk gt namanya kita egois dong). Selalu ngertiin temannya ( no body's perfect bro), or someone who always beside us in happiness and sadness (ini mah tugasnya suami ntar ). lah trs apa?
Sabtu, 09 Januari 2010
between amazing and feel freaking
ya itu lah yang saya rasakan di kampus saya yg baru ini, universitas atmajaya faculty of psychology dimana semuanya serba kebalik, dr masalah nilai sampe orang-orangnya.
- oke dimulai dengan orang-orangnya, it's freaking me out.
- kita mulai dengan cowok-cowoknya, di kampus ini yang playboy adalah yang menurut gw mereka yang biasa aja bahkan ada yang cenderung ke level 'tidak menarik'. tapi punya pacar beraneka ragam dan anehnya orangnya juga ada di satu kampus.
dan kita lihat sosok yang ganteng, pintar dan juga aktif. mereka cenderung punya teman banyak but have no women, but i'm sure they know many ladies love them. hahahaha aneh.
ini gara-gara terlalu memikirkan masa depan atau gmn yah.
- baru disini gw menemukan motto "Satu Tau Semua Tau ", yak satu orang tau semua pasti tau. ini gara-gara salah jurusannya atau emang itu one of many rules yang ada fakultas gw. ya believe it or not i found that. ya be careful before doing something lah. karena urusannya jd berentet kalo salah-salah berkata atau bertindak.
- i'm very amazing with some of my seniors, smart, good looking, talkative, kind, rich, independent. just one word for them "WOW" and i wanna be like one of them. semakin tinggi semester semakin banyak notesnya itu dia yang terjadi, entah di facebook, blog, atau dimana pun. yah walaupun kadang-kadang ada sih notes yang ga penting tp tetep lah proud of them.
- kalo ada yang pintar dan memukau, berarti ada jg lawannya yg kurang beruntung(bahasa hrs sopan)dan tdk memukau. sudah tua tp tdk lulus-lulus. mungkin ada banyak faktor sih diantaranya : kurang beruntung, cuti kuliah, banyak ngulang dan lain-lain. tapi ada diantara mereka mungkin juga karena kebanyakan ngurusin urusan orang lain kali yah, kebanyakan mengkritik, menyela, hingga kurang memperhatikan dirinya dan kuliahnya.
dan pada akhirnya itu terserah mereka mau jd yang seperti apa, but i wanna be an amazing senior and can be graduated in 4 years or 3,5 years
Dan yang nggak kalah amazing adalah MASALAH NILAI
SEMESTER PENDEK duluan baru NILAI KELUAR, WOOOW SO CREATIVE!
daftar, bayar, mulai kelas duluan baru nilai pada keluar.
seru sih dgn yang aneh-aneh, tp kalo diliat lg di realitanya pgn ketawa aja.
ya it's my new life,new routine and i have to learn more to be a better person :)
mulai nulis lagi
my blog oh my blog, hahhaha
kasian ngeliat blog gw cuma ada satu post, akhirnya memutuskan untuk menambah tulisan disini lagi walaupun apa adanya. dan lagi-lagi cerita tentang kuliah, lifestyle, my life, my routine and another else.
hari ini gw telah membuat 2 new accounts baru, yaitu di formspring dan plurk. tapi dua2nya sama-sama ga ngerti, well learning by doing right? hahahaha. magic bgt yah dunia maya ini selalu ada yang baru, wow teknologi sudah canggih. bahkan ada skype yang bisa mendekatkan yang jauh. tp itu ga ngaruh kayaknya buat gw yang jauh tetep aja jauh. hahahhaha
kasian ngeliat blog gw cuma ada satu post, akhirnya memutuskan untuk menambah tulisan disini lagi walaupun apa adanya. dan lagi-lagi cerita tentang kuliah, lifestyle, my life, my routine and another else.
hari ini gw telah membuat 2 new accounts baru, yaitu di formspring dan plurk. tapi dua2nya sama-sama ga ngerti, well learning by doing right? hahahaha. magic bgt yah dunia maya ini selalu ada yang baru, wow teknologi sudah canggih. bahkan ada skype yang bisa mendekatkan yang jauh. tp itu ga ngaruh kayaknya buat gw yang jauh tetep aja jauh. hahahhaha
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