Jumat, 16 Juli 2010

second person

being the second person and always doing a second plan. "mengalah" ok if it just once twice or maybe third it's ok. but if that always happen oh ya it makes me so fed up. it feels like it's better to stay out there than stay in my house. and it build me to have a thinking like this "someday i must have my own house, my own car, then my own money. and i can do anything for that. i don't care with what i have to do. it has to be halal or not yeah (sometimes i forget about it ). it gonna be happen when i really really fed up for that. maybe i can hold now but one day i can't. i started to get a job. i don't care what it's gonna look like. and maybe i'm gonna take a fast way. married with someone who is really rich. all of them are being my obsession"

Selasa, 13 Juli 2010

memorable experiences

saturday, 3rd of july
my friend was offering me via bbm that she said " do you wanna be a LO for an international folklore ?" and i still asked many details about that event, but it wasn't take a long time to accept this. i said " yes i want, what i hv to bring ?" and i asked for all thing what i hv to do for tomorrow.
did i have any briefing with another coordinator ? it's absolutely not.
finally i allowed that job at 10 pm in my car without talking to my parents first. then i was preparing all the stuff, baggage clothes and many things.
sunday, 4rd of july
"ok it's time to see your job now, and it still 7.30 am i go from my house", py friends who offered this job said that i have to arrived at hotel 9.oo o'clock. but i came late around 30 minutes and my friend late 2 hour and actually on sunday we still had a free time if our delegates didn't come yet. and my delegates came around 1 am on next day -_-. ok when i arrived i saw many LO that i really really didn't know who they are,maybe just some people i knew cause they have same college with me yeay it just 4 people and the other we met there, we knew each other there, and than we sharing and laughing. then i saw the filipines, wow so much kind, tidy and they still adult, i thought that they are teenager and it's very normal. we were going to breakfast room and had a lunch instead of briefing with my coordinator and another LO. i got my delegates file, then i was surprised and shocked. i told slowly and very quite " god it's student folklore why it's already really old just 3 people i can say they still students", and my friends anes said look my delegates i have a people that he's already 73 years old and there's no one in teenager. hmmm i was thinking. i saw the schedule when my italians were gonna arrived at hotel is on monday at 00.40 am. wow it means i still have a lot free times and i could play in dufan. then at 12 o'clock my friend pingkan that offered me this job came. she came with another 3 LO. and one of them it was my mate for italy. she is tiwi and i never met her before.

Senin, 29 Maret 2010

it's life

being ignorance person it's really weird, ya that's my feeling right now.
why ? cause i never being ignorance, i always get what i want, always be approved. although when i joined something which many people said that was really hard, but what i got ? i'm allowed to that, and ya that's only me. that's my life for almost 17 years old, belive it or not. it's rarelly happened to being ignore. i don't it's my luck or i really have big potential of it. i'm not really know actually.

Rabu, 10 Maret 2010

Be careful

Keseeeeeeel udah bikin sepatu lebih dr 6 bulan hasilnya sangat mengecewakan. Modelnya beda ukurannya ga enak, gilaa tuh online shop. Namanya adalah vc shop. Sama sekali ga profesional, bodo sebut merk. Mau dituntut kek, emang pelayanannya jelek bgt.

Jumat, 05 Februari 2010




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Jumat, 29 Januari 2010

QUOTES

Positive thinking will let you do everything better than negative thinking will. ~ Zig Ziglar.
I REALLY LOVE THAT, but it's so hard to make it happen :( :(

We dance for laughter, we dance for tears, we dance for madness, we dance for fears, we dance for hopes, we dance for screams, we are the dancers, we create the dreams."



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